Barbie & Existential Dread, Chapter 03: Spiral of Suffer

After Barbie discovered the unnerving truth about being human, which means she's prone to every negative emotion of things around her, including her very own dark thoughts...
She loses it.
At this moment of realization, she'd prefer ignorance. "Ignorance is bliss", she said.
How did she end up in this dark place, exactly?
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This piece heavily inspired by Junji Ito's Uzumaki story collection. I want her detrimental scream echoes to the audience. The goal here is to illustrate her early stages of realizing that she's existing.